Yeah, kinda painful TBH. I try not to read about them anymore. It's just pointless.

I'm in a similar situation of yours (I don't feel any kind of regret though, I just feel this is a phase and it will pass someday). Anyway, I still read (and indeed not much more than that) a lot about my passions, but taking notes and writing down ideas to maybe try in the uncertain future has helped me to feel engaged with my intellectual pursuits. Stay strong my friend.

Thanks! I'm going to see when this phase passes. Hopefully sooner than later, hah! Good luck to you too!